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Sunday, May 23, 2010

ALL DAY AND NIGHT SICKNESS - Not fun!

So, the concept of Morning Sickness is just not right. I have ALL DAY SICKNESS, which just isn't fun. I also have it at night and I toss and turn. If Sam even moves his leg on my side of the bed, I can feel the warmth and I get sick. I am at the point where I have tried to force myself to eat food, but now everything just looks so gross. I accidently threw out some food that was in the fridge and Sam asked me where it went because he wanted to eat the rest of it. OOPS!

I can't even prepare the food or I just don't want to eat it. This is driving me nuts. I do recall that my first pregnancy was the worst. I actually through up everyday, but I had no kids then and I only had to worry about surviving. I also was able to take as many naps as needed throughout the day. But, I can honestly say that being sick all day long and through the night and having 2 kids that depend on me, in a way is bad too. I can't decide which one I would choose. I do have a doctors appointment in about a week and half and if I still feel this way, I am going to have to ask for some meds like I had to be on with Stockton. Any help would be greatly appreciated.

Today I was sitting in church and I took a pack of Skittles with me, hoping that they would just get me through the first meeting. Well, it worked, but at the very end I could a poopy diaper and I looked at Sam and told him that I had to leave right then and there or I was going to pass out. I was so sick after sitting through the last 5 minutes, I just had to leave and go home. I spent all day laying day, and then Sam left for work. My kids decided to take a nap and I was dreading the time when they would actually wake up and want dinner. I didn't even want to step foot in my kitchen and look into my fridge, also a pile of dishes were going to stare me down as well.

MY MOM TO THE RESCUE! She called and asked me if I need anything, well let's just say she was a lifesaver and brought me and dinner and she was kind enough to do my dishes. THANKS MOM! Wow, I was really hungry too. No wonder I was sick, but I can't even think about cooking. I hide my eyes when food commercials come on TV.

Well, I am just trying to survive right now. Once it gets better hopefully, I will be back to myself again.

1 comment:

Valerie said...

I am so sorry you are feeling so awful. I remember my first tri and it was pretty bad too, but you sound worse off :( Don't worry you will get through it :)